I get up and out of bed, Try to forget all those things we said. It's now over for good, I promised myself to leave it right there here I stood. People always tell me things will get better, But I find myself writing you half a letter. How did we fall so far apart, You left me not knowing where to start. I am here now trying to find out how to survive, And struggling to just keep myself alive. I remember when you were a hero in my eyes, You were always there to give me a suprise. But those are just long lost memories of mine, Maybe this is our life design. I spent so many days cold and lonely, I believed that you were my one and only. There are some things in my head I'll take to my grave, But it won't be all that love that I gave. You made me so emotionless, And you gave me all this stupid stress. I try to believe in things I can't see, But is there even hope for me! My back is up against a wall, And it's hard for me to keep standing tall. Life just isn't worth it anymore, You left me standing at the door. You said it's time to say goodbye, And I just wondered... why?