Once I knew what happiness was Holding her in my arms Hearing her sweet voice Making her smile when she was sad Protecting her from all who dare harm her Then it was stolen from me By one I once called friend I again found out what loneliness was My heart consumed by darkness Losing all hope and light Waiting, wanting death to take my life Then when deaths cold hand almost had me Someone new An angel from heaven found me And once again warmed my heart with her light She also knew pain and darkness But together we could take flight In each others arms But then I started to fall I knew it was it was too good I again feel deaths cold hand reaching for me As again one I called friend Now holds her in his arms I know hearts pain I know the cold darkness This is all I know And all I forever will be A man with a caring heart and soul That is engulfed in darkness And happiness shall never know.