the thing is i'm reaching for something that's out of my boundary but i want it so bad that i'm willing to take the next step to get it. but what's the results? endless amount of time wasting... because not being sure is what i'm afraid of the most but letting you go scares me even more. i want something that i probably can never really have for myself and i'm not use to sharing so where does that leave me back where i started. i'm unsure of the next step to take.... to give you my all? or let it all go to waste i think that loving you than losing you would hurt but loving you and never having you would break my heart. i'm stuck in the past wanna be in the present but cant see the future am i wrong for feeling this way? i don't know but you cant waste your time loving someone who doesn't care doesn't want it nor deserves it but at the same time you cant keep doors closed because love doesn't always have a key.