complex is the mind i retain, pain is the game i try to contain, but others who seem to always complain but confused and torn it remains, emotions i throw away leaving them for another day to deal with them i repeatedly claim why do i continue to play? putting my head down in unknown hands to lay they tell me to pray but i continue to delay i'm being driven insane look at what I've become a girl who struggles everyday to maintain the smile on her face i put on a front to pretend to be brave but i'm just as weak as i feel, my attempts failed, i'm trying to obtain to fight this emotion of a day.