All these emotions that I feel for this one guy and he doesn't even get it.. He doesn't understand that he drives me crazy... He doesn't understand that with him... I'm literally on an emotional roller coaster he makes me happy excited mad sad and frustrated all in one.. I've never had a guy make me feel so many emotions like damn could this be the one?..I thought that with time this will heal... But wounds can't heal if the weapon of steel still lingers inside.. It cuts deeper every time u realize that the weapon without a doubt is the love lust trust lies all in one and I feel that you don't give me enough space to forget about you.. You don't give me enough time to erase you... Your always there.. Always on my mind ... Always.... Damn.. Why can't I figure this out? I'm happy now!.. Without you.. Right? I don't need him I got somebody who loves me unconditionally! He would go to the end of the world and back for me... So why ruin what I have?... Don't trip you won't take it that far.. Just questions that need to be answered... Things left unsaid but still so much history.. So much compassion but yet he assassins who I am! He bends me near breakage lets up only for me to recover... But never doubt it because he will be back.... Never really over... Never really done... These steps I've walked I've already done... U think i know the ending out come the response is still the same... Shit never change so why waste my time trying to make this work trying to give my love?.. U know girl! Damn u know! All too well... He take he take never give he take and break it again... Throws it in your face moves on leaves without one single trace.... But yet and still your heart burns for this one single man...