It’s been three years now since I’ve had to say goodbye and not a moment passes that I am not going to cry,

You made me hate you and resent you with such cruel intentions, but now that you’re gone I wish I had your attention,

You never knew how much mom loved you until she had to leave and never look back at you,

We moved far away so you couldn’t get me, it was a fear I had in my head that helped me feel foresee the future I had without you getting to me

Days have passed and I know you’re still gone but questions still haunt me like where have you been?

I know that one day I’ll let this chapter close but now it’s too late I have to go,

Tomorrow I’ll being see your grave for the first time, I’m not sure how to react or how to feel since it’s been stuck in my mind.

I know you can’t take back what you’ve done, but I’ll always mourn your loss and wondered if we could’ve been one,

I’ll always be your daughter and get told how we look alike, but I wish you could’ve been the one to teach me to ride a bike,

Tomorrow is the day that the closure will come and I hope you know that I won’t be on the run,

Like you I am strong and strong I will be when I see your grave tomorrow that’s the end you’ll see,

God has had an angel for three years now, I know I’ll he’ll keep you safe as I pray for you now,

Goodbye dad, it’s time for me to leave as I say goodbye to you I hope that you’ll see a daughter who could’ve loved you to it’s fullest potential but now just a mere thought written by pencil.