i hope when you look in the mirror you see me
staring you dead in the eye
your head held down in anguish and shame
may tears flood your pillows thinking of me

i hope a smile no longer lingers on your face
and a lump in your throat whenever you see my face
in your mind
i hope you never get me out

i hope you feel bad
sad and lonely
just as i am feeling
i hope your nights are long and boring
an eternity of pity
doubt and dark clouds
i hope the sun never shines on you
i hope your miserable
just as i am miserable