to have love....
You take from me more than I give. I give more than I should you offer me emptiness in return.You treat me like a game something you can play. sit back and let me entertain. U say you love me more than anything but treat me with less than the respect that u would show for a stranger. I am an item not a person a thing to be kept in a pocket or on a shelf a bonus for what already has been taken. Use me use me and tell me u need me.. U repeatedly show me the meaning of your love. I'm here and I'm trying to hold on to your love I'm here and I'm trying to hold on to your words but you leave me with so little to grasp you leave me with no meaning to your words empty promises is all that I receive time and time again I am sorry these words escape your poison tongue so easily without a thought of the venom behind it scratching clawing into my brain I'm so tired of this unusual pain I'm fed up and completely over being caught in the web of lies you tell I'm done with the lying and the I love you's again. Just let me go and move on with my life. I tell myself this is it I'm done with the lies I'm done with this guy. Just as I'm about to tell him goodbye he turns around with his brown eyes and tells me how much he love me and miss me and tried... Instead of leaving and cutting my ties... I allow these words inside my heart knowing nothing has changed and never will.. I run back to him and start all over again... Well at least I tried...